Today I'm gonna share my story of what has made me...

Today I’m gonna share my story of what has made me…

Today I’m gonna share my story of what has made me strong it’s a little long but bare with me it has a happy ending. At 18 months old I was beaten and molested by one of my mother’s boyfriend’s it broke 3 of my ribs and landed me in foster care 9 months later my mother got me back.

When I was 3 she got with the man she is still currently married to he started molesting me around the time I was 8 or 9 and it continued until a month before I turned 17 when someone told DHS and the state intervened.

Since I was almost a adult they waited to bring charges until I was 18 and by that time my mom guilted me into dropping them. Then I got my first real boyfriend who thought I was a punching bag.. I escaped that after about a year.

Fast forward a few years and I met the man I married and had 2 beautiful children. He knew all about my past and all the issues that came with it. It was great until last year when he raped me not once but twice. I finally got the courage to leave and moved back to my hometown. 6 weeks went by and he convinced me he had changed and I gave it another shot. I really wanted to try for my kids. It didn’t work. So I am back in my hometown and going thru a divorce.

It sucks the kids don’t understand but we are working on it daily. My stbx and I have decided no matter our differences we will co-parent and get along for the sake of the kids. And so far we are rocking it. When I left the first time there was a lot of anger with each other and this time we have put that aside to be better parents even tho we didn’t work as husband and wife. I’m currently dating a wonderful man whom I have known for 10 years.

He puts all my demons to rest and I feel safe and happy with him. We laugh all day long and have a silly random wonderful relationship I couldn’t imagine life without. So even tho life is rough and it sucks sometimes it can change in a instant. Keep your heads up and keep staring at the light at the end of the tunnel u may have to walk for a really long time but u will get there!

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